I want to make a little clarification.
As many of you know, the past few months have been a complete roller coaster for me.
Angry. Defeated. Confused. Panic.
Emotionless all together.
I’ve felt it all.
And depending on the day, my post may or may not reflect my mood.
I always try to speak from my heart, sometimes too much so.
I’ve gotten a few emails regarding where I am at.
From the beginning of this blog, I painted this picture as having a happy little family.
Then it crumbled.
I went from 100% confident in my decision, to not confident at all.
The truth is, I am not sure.
I feel like a rag doll being thrown in a million different directions.
As of late, I feel like an unwilling passenger along for a CRAZY ride.
I do not want to share time with my daughter. I do not want to be a single mom. I do not want my daughter to grow up in a broken home. I do not want to spend thousands of dollars on legal fees.
But this is my reality.
I have a lot of work to do on myself, and only time will explain the purpose for this season.
On my darker days (and darn it they’ve been plentiful lately), I try really hard to remind myself of what I DO have.
I am healthy. My daughter is healthy. We have a roof over our head and food to eat. We have transportation.
We have the world at our fingertips.
And most importantly, we have HIM on our side.
For now, I am so grateful for your love and support and riding this journey with me.
THIS is therapy.